迪文小说

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Maybe　my　grandfathers　happy　about　all　this；　but　Im　miserable。　I　cant　eat；　I　cant　watch　TV；　I

cant　seem　to　do　anything。

So　I　went　to　bed　early；　but　I　cant　sleep。　Ive　watched　her　house　from　my　window　for　hours

now。　Ive　stared　at　the　sky；　Ive　counted　sheep。　But　man；

I　cant　stop　kicking　myself　for　what　an　idiot　Ive　been　all　these　years。

And　now　how　am　I　going　to　make　her　listen　to　me？　Id　scale　that　monster　sycamore　if　I　could。

Right　to　the　top。　And　Id　yell　her　name　across　the

rooftops　for　the　whole　world　to　hear。

And　since　you　know　what　a　tree…climbing　weenie　I　am；　I　think　its　pretty　clear　that　Im　willing

to　do　anything　to　get　her　to　talk　to　me。　Man；　Ill　dive

after　her　into　a　chicken　coop　full　of　poop　if　thats　what　it　takes。　Ill　ride　my　bike　all　the　stinkin

way　to　school　for　the　rest　of　eternity　if　it　means　being

with　her。

Something。　Ive　got　to　e　up　with　some　thing　to　show　her　that　Ive　changed。　To　prove　to

her　that　I　understand。

But　what？　How　do　I　show　her　that　Im　not　the　guy　she　thinks　I　am？　How　do　I　erase　everything

Ive　done　and　start　over？

Maybe　I　cant。　Maybe　it　just　can　not　be　done。　But　if　Ive　learned　one　thing　from　Juli　Baker；　its

that　Ive　got　to　put　my　whole　heart　and　soul　into　it　and

try。

Whatever　happens；　I　know　that　my　grandfathers　right　about　one　thing。

Ill　never　be　the　same　again。

The　Basket　Boys

The　Monday　after　the　Loskis　dinner　party；　Darla　tracked　me　down　at　school　and　forced

Bryce　Loski　back　into　my　brain。　“Jules！　Whoa；　girl；　wait　up！

How　have　you　been？”

“Im　fine；　Darla；　how　are　you？”

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“No；　seriously；”　she　whispered。　“Are　you　doing　okay？”　She　shifted　her　backpack　and　looked

over　each　shoulder。　“I　got　to　thinking；　you　know；　that

was　just　so　cold　of　Bryce。　Especially　since　youve　got　that　soft　spot　for　him。”

“Who　told　you　that？”

“Like　I　havent　got　eyes？　e　on；　girl。　Its　a　given。　Which　is　why　I　got　to　worryin　about　you。

Are　you　seriously　all　right？”