light; to draw horses。 So then; who made them? The mander’s men searched
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the house。 I’m sending this note because this matter must have significance to the
investigation。 The children kiss your hands respectfully。 Your wife; Shekure。
I carefully read the last three words of this beautiful note thrice as if staring
at three wondrous red roses in a garden。 I leaned over the page that Master
Osman was scrutinizing; magnifying lens in hand。 I straightaway noticed that
the shapes whose ink had bled were horses sketched in a single motion as the
old masters would do to accustom the hand。
Master Osman; who read Shekure’s note without ment; voiced a
question: “Who drew this?” He then answered himself; “Of course; the same
miniaturist who drew the late Enishte’s horse。”
Could he be so certain? Moreover; we weren’t at all sure who’d drawn the
horse for the book。 We removed the horse from among the nine pages and
began to examine it。
It was a handsome; simple; chestnut horse that you couldn’t take your eyes
off of。 Was I being truthful when I said this? I had plenty of time to look at
this horse with my Enishte; and later; when I was left alone with these
illustrations; but I hadn’t given it much thought then。 It was a beautiful; but
ordinary horse: It was so ordinary that we weren’t even able to determine
who’d drawn it。 It wasn’t a true chestnut; but more bay…colored; there was a
faint hint of red in its coat as well。 It was a horse that I’d seen so often in
other books and other illustrations that I knew it’d been drawn by rote
without the miniaturist’s stopping to give it any consideration at all。
We stared at the horse this way until we discovered it concealed a secret。
Now; however; I could see a beauty in the horse that shimmered like heat
rising before my eyes and within it a force that roused a zest for life; learning
and embracing the world。 I asked myself; “Who’s the miniaturist with the
magic touch that depicted this horse the way Allah would see it?” as if having
forgotten suddenly that he was also nothing but a base murderer。 The horse
stood before me as if it were a real horse; but somewhere in my mind I also
knew it was an illustration; being caught between these two thoughts was
enchanting and aroused in me a sense of wholeness and perfection。
For a time; we pared the blurred horses drawn for practice with the
horse made for my Enishte’s book; determining finally that they’d been made
by the same hand。 The proud stances of those strong and elegant studs
bespoke stillness rather than motion。 I was in awe of the horse of Enishte’s
book。