book alone。”
Master Osman uttered this last statement like the last wish of a
disconsolate weary pasha who was responsible for military defeat and
condemned to beheading。 He opened the book Jezmi Agha placed before him
and in a scolding voice ordered the dwarf to turn to the pages he wanted。
With this accusatory tone; he instantly became the Head Illuminator with
whom the entire workshop was familiar。
I withdrew into a corner among cushions embroidered with pearls; rusty…
barreled rifles with jewel…studded butts and cabis; and began eyeing Master
Osman。 The doubt gnawing away at me spread throughout my entire being: If
he wished to stop the creation of Our Sultan’s book; it made perfect sense
that Master Osman might’ve orchestrated the murders of poor Elegant Effendi
and; afterward; of my Enishte—I reprimanded myself for just now feeling such
awe toward him。 On the other hand; I couldn’t restrain myself from feeling
profound respect for this great master who now gave himself over to the
picture before him and; blind or half blind; was peering at it closely as if
looking with the countless wrinkles of his old face。 It dawned on me that to
preserve the old style and the regimen of the miniaturists’ workshop; to rid
himself of Enishte’s book and to bee again the Sultan’s only favorite; he
would gladly surrender any one of his master miniaturists; and me as well; to
the torturers of the mander of the Imperial Guard。 I furiously began to
think of freeing myself from the love that bound me to him over the last two
days。
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Much later; I was still pletely confused。 I stared randomly at the
illuminated pages of the volumes I extracted from chests solely to appease the
demons that had risen within me and to distract my jinns of indecision。
How many men and women had fingers in their mouths! This was used as
a gesture of surprise in all the workshops from Samarkand to Baghdad over
the last two hundred years。 As the hero Keyhüsrev; cornered by his enemies;
safely crossed the rushing Oxus River aided by his black charger and Allah; the
wretched raftsman and his oarsman; who refused to offer him safe passage on
their raft each had a finger in his mouth。 An astonished Hüsrev’s finger
remained in his mouth as he saw for the first time the beauty of Shirin; whose
skin was like moonlight as she bathed in the once glimmering lake whose
silver leaf had tarnished。 I spent even more time carefully examining the
gorgeous women of the harem who; with fingers in their mouths; stood
behind half…opened palace doors; at the inaccessible windows of castle towers
and peered from behind curtains。 As Tejav; defeated by the armies of Persia to