peace。 And I hadn’t kept quiet because Butterfly would otherwise accuse me of
imitating the Europeans or because he was relentlessly striking one end of his
dagger against my helmet and back; supposedly to test my armor; but because
I calculated that only if I restrained myself and won over Black and this pretty…
eyed oaf could we deliver ourselves from Olive’s scheming。
Once they knew they wouldn’t find what they were looking for here; they
told me what they were after。 There was a picture that the unspeakable
murderer had absconded with…I said that my house was already searched for
the same reason; as a result; the wise murderer most certainly would’ve hid
that picture where nobody could ever find it (I was thinking of Olive); but did
they heed my words? Black explained the horse drawn with clipped nostrils
and how the three…day period Our Sultan had granted Master Osman was well
nigh over。 When I inquired further about the significance of the clipped
nostrils; Black told me; looking straight into my eyes; how Master Osman;
analyzing them as a clue; linked them to Olive; although he suspected me even
more; being no stranger to my ambitions。
At first; it appeared they’d e here prepared to believe that I was the
murderer and to find proof of it; but in my opinion; this wasn’t the sole
reason for their visit。 They’d also e knocking at my door out of loneliness
and desperation。 When I opened the door; the dagger that Butterfly pointed at
me shook in his hand。 Not only were they terrified; thinking that the
despicable murderer; whose identity they were at such pains to uncover; might
corner them in the darkness; smiling like an old friend; and swiftly cut their
throats; they were also losing sleep for fear that Master Osman might conspire
with Our Sultan and the Head Treasurer to turn them over to the torturer—
not to mention the mob of Erzurumis roaming the streets; which demoralized
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them。 In short; they desired my friendship。 But Master Osman had instilled in
them the opposite notion。 It was my present obligation to show them sincerely
how Master Osman was mistaken; which is what they’d hoped for deep down
anyway。
Simply declaring that the great master was mistaken and that he’d bee
senile would surely arouse Butterfly’s enmity。 For in the watery eyes of the
handsome illuminator; whose eyelashes fluttered like the insect he was named
for as he banged upon my armor with his dagger; I could still make out the
pale fire of love he felt for the great master; whose favorite he had been。 In my
youth; the closeness of those two; master and apprentice; was enviously
ridiculed by the others; but they themselves paid no mind; they’d stare into