Thanks be to God that your unfortunate Esther can’t read or write; because
when irate Effendis and irritable fathers ask this question; she can say: “I
couldn’t read the letter; only the face of the beautiful maiden reading the
letter。”
“What did you read in Shekure’s face?”
“Helplessness。”
For a long time we didn’t speak。 Awaiting nightfall; an owl was perched on
the dome of a small Greek church; runny…nosed neighborhood kids laughed at
my clothes and bundle; and a mangy dog happily scratching himself loped
down from the cemetery lined with cypresses to greet the night。
“Slow down!” I shouted at Black later; “I can’t get up these hills the way
you can。 Where are you taking me with my satchel like this?”
“Before you bring me to Hasan’s house; I’m taking you to some generous
and brave young men so you can spread out your bundle and sell them some
flowery handkerchiefs; silk sashes and purses with silver embroidery for their
secret lovers。”
It was a good sign that Black could still make jokes in his pitiable state; but I
could fathom the seriousness behind his mirth。 “If you’re going to gather a
posse; I’ll never take you to Hasan’s house;” I said。 “I’m frightened to death of
fights and brawls。”
“If you continue to be the intelligent Esther you’ve always been;” he said;
“there’ll be neither fight nor brawl。”
We passed through Aksaray and entered the road heading back; straight
toward the Langa gardens。 On the upper part of the muddy road; in a
neighborhood that had seen happier days; Black walked into a barbershop that
was still open。 I saw him talking to the master barber being shaved by an
honest…looking boy with lovely hands by the light of an oil lamp。 Before long;
the barber; his handsome apprentice; and later; two more of his men joined up
with us at Aksaray。 They carried swords and axes。 At a side street in
Shehzadebash?; a theology student; whom I couldn’t picture involved in such
rough affairs; joined us in the darkness; sword in hand。
“Do you plan on raiding a house in the middle of the city in broad
daylight?” I said。
“It’s not day; it’s night;” said Black in a tone more pleased than joking。
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