their asses jutting toward the sky。
“If love is part of the subject of the painting; the work ought to be rendered
with love;” I said。 “If there’s pain involved; pain should issue from the
painting。 Yet the pain ought to emerge from the at first glance invisible yet
discernible inner harmony of the picture; not from the figures in the
illustration or from their tears。 I didn’t depict surprise; as it has been shown
for centuries by hundreds of master miniaturists; as a figure with his index
finger inserted into the circle of his mouth; but made the whole painting
embody surprise。 This; I acplished by inviting the Sovereign to rise to His
feet。”
I was intrigued and bothered by how he scrutinized my possessions and
illustrating tools; nay my whole life; looking for a clue; and then; I began to see
my own house through his eyes。
You know those palace; hamam and castle pictures that were made in Tabriz
and Shiraz for a time; so that the picture might replicate the piercing gaze of
Exalted Allah; who sees and understands all; the miniaturist would depict the
palace in cross…section as though having cut it in half with a huge; magical
straight razor; and he’d paint all the interior details—which could otherwise
never be seen from outside—down to the pots and pans; drinking glasses; wall
ornamentation; curtains; caged parrots; the most private corners; and the
pillows on which reclined a lovely maiden such as had never seen the light of
day。 Like a curious awestruck reader; Black was examining my paints; my
papers; my books; my lovely assistant; the pages of a Book of Costumes and the
collage album that I’d made for a Frankish traveler; scenes of fucking and other
indecent pages I’d secretly dashed off for a pasha; my inkpots of variously
colored glass; bronze and ceramic; my ivory penknives; my gold…stemmed
brushes; and yes; the glances of my handsome apprentice。
“Unlike the old masters; I’ve seen a lot of battle; a lot;” I said to fill the
silence with my presence。 “War machines; cannonballs; armies; corpses; it was
I who embellished the ceilings of the tents of Our Sultan and our generals。
After a military campaign; upon returning to Istanbul; it was I who recorded
in pictures the scenes of battle that everyone would otherwise have forgotten;
corpses sliced in two; the clash of opposing armies; the soldiers of the
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