“Yet does illustrating in a new way signify a new way of seeing?” my
grandfather began。 “This is the reason why they’ve murdered that poor gilder
despite the fact that he worked in the old style。 I’m not even certain he’s been
killed; only that he’s missing。 They’re illustrating a memorative story in
verse; a Book of Festivities; for Our Sultan by order of the Head Illuminator
Master Osman。 Each of the miniaturists works at his own home。 Master
Osman; however; occupies himself at the palace book…arts workshop。 To begin
with; I want you to go there and observe everything。 I worry that the others;
that is; the miniaturists; have ended up falling out with and slaying one
another。 They go by the workshop names that Head Illuminator Master
Osman gave them years ago: ”Butterfly;“ ”Olive;“ ”Stork‘…You’re also to go
and observe them as they work in their homes。“
Instead of heading downstairs; I spun around。 There was a noise ing
from the next room with the built…in closet where Hayriye slept。 I went in。
Inside there was no Hayriye; just my mother。 She was embarrassed to see me。
She stood half in the closet。
“Where have you been?” she asked。
But she knew where I’d been。 In the back of the closet there was a peephole
through which you could see my grandfather’s workshop; and if its door were
open; the wide hallway and my grandfather’s bedroom across the hall by the
staircase—if; of course; his bedroom door were open。
“I was with grandfather;” I said。 “Mother; what are you doing in here?”
“Didn’t I tell you that your grandfather had a guest and that you weren’t to
bother them?” She scolded me; but not very loud; because she didn’t want the
guest to hear。 “What were they doing?” she asked afterward; in a sweet voice。
“They were seated。 Not with the paints though。 Grandfather spoke; the
other listened。”
“In what manner was he seated?”
I dropped to the floor and imitated the guest: “I’m a very serious man
now; Mother; look。 I’m listening to my grandfather with knit eyebrows; as if I
were listening to the birth epic being recited。 I’m nodding my head in time
now; very seriously like that guest。”
“Go downstairs;” my mother said; “call for Hayriye at once。”
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She sat down and began writing on a small piece of paper on the writing
board she’d taken up。