the candlelight and wrote her a letter of response。
In the morning; after sleeping for a spell; I went out and walked a long way
through the streets; carrying the letter upon my breast and my light pen…and…
ink holder; as was my custom; in my sash。 The snow widened Istanbul’s
narrow streets and freed the city of its crowds。 All was quieter and slower; as
it’d been in my childhood。 Crows seemed to have beset Istanbul’s roofs;
domes and gardens just as they had on the snowy winter days of my youth。 I
walked swiftly; listening to my steps in the snow and watching the fog of my
breath。 I grew excited; expecting the palace workshop that my Enishte wanted
me to visit to be as silent as the streets。 Before I entered the Jewish quarter; I
sent word by way of a little street urchin to Esther; who’d be able to deliver my
letter to Shekure; telling her where to meet me before the noontime prayers。
I arrived early at the royal artisans’ workshop located behind the Hagia
Sophia。 Except for the icicles hanging from the eaves; there was no change in
the building where I’d often visited my Enishte and for a time worked as a
child apprentice。
Following a handsome young apprentice; I walked past elderly master
binders dazed from the smell of glue and bookbinder’s paste; master
miniaturists whose backs had hunched at an early age and youths who mixed
paints without even looking into the bowls perched on their knees; so
sorrowfully were they absorbed by the flames of the stove。 In a corner; I saw
an old man meticulously painting an ostrich egg on his lap; another elder
enthusiastically embellishing a drawer and a young apprentice graciously
watching them both。 Through an open door; I witnessed young students being
reprimanded as they leaned forward; their noses almost touching the pages
spread before their reddened faces; as they tried to understand the mistakes
they’d made。 In another room; a mournful and melancholy apprentice; having
forgotten momentarily about colors; papers and painting; stared into the
street I’d just now eagerly walked down。
We climbed the icy staircase。 We walked through the portico; which
wrapped around the inner second floor of the building。 Below; in the inner
courtyard covered with snow; two young students; obviously trembling from
the cold despite their thick capes of coarse wool; were waiting—perhaps for an
imminent beating。 I recalled my early youth and the beatings given to students
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who were lazy or who wasted expensive paints; and the blows of the
bastinado; which landed on the soles of their feet until they bled。
We entered a warm room。 I saw two novices who’d recently finished their