intended to light a candle; but succeeded only in burning his hand。 He let out
a howl。 All the while licking the burn; he finally lit the candle and placed it
beside a folding worktable。 He produced a reed pen from its case; dipped it
into an inkwell and began furiously writing on a small piece of paper。 I sensed
his pleasure at my watching him; and to show that I wasn’t afraid; I smiled
exaggeratedly。
“Who is this Hanged Jew; you must know?” he asked。
“Just beyond these houses there’s a yellow one。 They say that Moshe
Hamon; the beloved doctor of the previous Sultan and the wealthiest of men;
had for years hidden his Jewish mistress from Amasya and her brother there。
Years ago in Amasya; on the eve of Passover; when a Greek youth supposedly
”disappeared‘ in the Jeed that he’d been strangled
so unleavened bread could be made from his blood。 When false witnesses were
brought forward; an execution of Jews began; however; the Sultan’s beloved
doctor helped this beautiful woman and her brother escape; and hid them
with the permission of the Sultan。 After the Sultan died; His enemies couldn’t
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find the beautiful woman; but they hanged her brother; who’d been living
alone。“
“If Shekure doesn’t wait for my brother to e back from the front; they’ll
punish her;” said Hasan; handing me the letters。
No anger or wrath could be seen on his face; just the misfortune and
sorrow particular to the love…stricken。 I suddenly saw in his eyes how fast love
had aged him。 The money he’d begun to earn working in customs hadn’t
made him more youthful at all。 After all his offended grimaces and threats; it
dawned on me that he might once again ask me how Shekure could be won
over。 But he’d e so close to being thoroughly evil that he could no
longer ask。 Once one accepts evil—and rejection in love is a significant cause
for doing so—cruelty folloe afraid of my thoughts and that
terrible red sword the boys talked about; which severed whatever it touched;
in my desperation to leave; in a near frenzy; I stumbled outside onto the street。
This was how I fell unwitting victim to the curses of the Tatar beggar。 But I
immediately pulled myself together。 I softly dropped a small stone I’d picked
off the ground into his handkerchief and said; “There you go; mangy Tatar。”
Without laughing; I watched his hand reach hopefully for the stone he
thought was a coin。 Ignoring his curses; I headed toward one of my
“daughters;” whom I’d married off to a good husband。
That sweet “daughter” of mine served me a piece of spinach pie; a leftover;
but still crisp。 For the afternoon meal she was preparing lamb stew in a sauce
heavy with beaten eggs and spiced with sour plum; just the way I like it。 So as