by rote。 As he was drawing the horse; which he’d seen thousands of times in
scenes of love and war; my Enishte; inspired by the methods of the Veian
masters; had probably instructed the illustrator; for example; he might have
said; “Forget about the rider; draw a tree there。 But draw it in the background;
on a smaller scale。”
The illustrator; who came at night; would sit before his work desk together
with my Enishte; eagerly drawing by candlelight an odd; unconventional
picture that didn’t resemble any of the usual scenes to which he was
accustomed and had memorized。 Of course; my Enishte paid him handsomely
for each drawing; but frankly; this peculiar method of drawing also had its
charms。 However; as with my Enishte; after a while; the illustrator could no
longer determine which story the illustration was intended to enhance and
plete。 What my Enishte expected of me was that I examine these
illustrations made in half…Veian; half…Persian mode and write a story
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suitable to acpany them on the opposite page。 If I hoped to get Shekure; I
absolutely had to write these stories; but all that came to mind were the
stories the storyteller told at the coffeehouse。
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I WILL BE CALLED A MURDERER
Ticking away; my windup clock told me it was evening。 The prayers had yet to
be called; but long before; I’d lit the candle resting beside my folding
pleted drawing an opium addict from memory;
having dipped my reed pen into black Hasan Pasha ink and skated it over well…
burnished and beautifully sized paper; when I heard that voice calling me out
to the street as it did every night。 I resisted。 I was so determined not to go; but
to stay at home and work; I even tried nailing my door shut for a time。
This book I was hastily pleting was missioned by an Armenian
who’d e all the way from Galata; knocking on my door this morning
before anyone had risen。 The man; an interpreter and guide; though he
stuttered; hunted me down whenever a Frank or Veian traveler wanted a
“book of costumes” and engaged me in a bout of vicious bargaining。 Having
agreed that mor