How much attention were chubby Butterfly and grave Black (he was like a
ghost) paying to what I said as they ransacked my possessions; gleefully lifting
every lid and leaving not a stone unturned? When they came across my boots;
armor and bellished walnut trunk; a look of envy
blossomed on Butterfly’s childish face; and I once again declared what
everybody already knew quite well。 I was the first Muslim illustrator to set out
on campaign with the army and the first to carefully study and depict what I’d
witnessed in various victory Chronicles—the firing of cannon; the towers of
enemy castles; the colors of infidel soldiers’ uniforms; the sprawl of corpses;
the piles of severed heads along riverbanks and the order and charge of
armored cavalry!
When Butterfly asked me to show him how I donned my armor; I forthwith
and without embarrassment took off my overshirt; my black rabbit…fur…lined
undershirt; my trousers and my underwear。 Pleased with the way they
watched me by the light of the stove; I pulled on my clean long underwear; the
thick shirt of red broadcloth worn under armor in cold weather; woolen socks;
the boots of yellow leather; and over them; my gaiters。 Removing it from its
case; I was delighted to put on my breastplate; then I turned my back toward
Butterfly and as if ordering a pageboy; had him do up the laces of the armor
tightly and ordered him to attach my shoulder plates。 As I was putting on my
vambraces; gloves; the camel hair sword belt and finally the gold…worked
helmet that I wore for ceremonies; I proudly declared that henceforth battle
scenes would never again be depicted as they’d been in days of old。 “It is no
longer permissible to depict the cavalries of two opposing armies uniformly
using the same pattern as a guide and simply flipping it over to draw the
enemy’s forces;” I said。 “From now on; the battle scenes made in the
400
workshops of the Ottomans will be drawn the way I’ve seen them and drawn
them: a tumult of armies; horses; armor…clad warriors and bloodied bodies!”
Seized by envy; Butterfly said; “The illuminator draws not what he sees; but
what Allah sees。”
“Yes;” I said; “however; exalted Allah certainly sees everything we see。”
“Of course; Allah sees what we see; but He doesn’t perceive it the way we
do;” said Butterfly as if chastising me。 “The confused battle scene that we
perceive in our bewilderment; He perceives in His omniscience as two
opposing armies in an orderly array。”
Naturally; I had a response。 I wanted to say; “It falls to us to believe in Allah
and to depict only what He reveals to us; not what He conceals;” but I held my