Osman preferred Butterfly) he was prepared to try anything to increase his
chances。 I was momentarily confused。 Listening to the rain; I deliberated at
length。 Next; like a man who breaks away from the crowd and struggles to give
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his petition to the sovereign and grand vizier as they pass on horseback; I had
the sudden inspiration to endear myself to Stork and Black。 Leading them
through a dark hallway and large portal; I took them to a frightening room
that was once the kitchen。 I asked them if they were able to find anything here
among the ruins。 Of course; they hadn’t。 There was no trace of the kettles; the
pots and pans and the bellows that were once used to prepare food for the
forsaken and the poor。 I never even attempted to clean up this ghastly room
covered in cobwebs; dust; mud; debris and the excrement of dogs and cats。 As
always; a strong wind; rising up as if out of nowhere; dimmed the lamp—
making our shadows now lighter; now darker。
“You searched and searched but you couldn’t find my hidden treasure;” I
said。
Out of habit; I used the back of my hand as a broom to sweep away the
ashes in what used to be a hearth and when an old stove emerged; I lifted up
its iron lid with a creak。 I held the lamp to the small mouth of the stove。 I shall
never forget how Stork leapt forward and greedily grabbed the leather pouches
within before Black could act。 He was about to open the pouches right there in
the mouth of the oven; but as I had returned to the large salon; followed by
Black who was afraid of remaining here; Stork bounded after us on his long
thin legs。
When they saw that one pouch contained a pair of clean woolen socks; my
drawstring trousers; my red underwear; the nicest of my undershirts; my silk
shirt; my straight razor; my b and other belongings; they were
momentarily at a loss。 Out of the other pouch; which Black opened; emerged
fifty…three Veian gold coins; pieces of gold leaf that I’d stolen from the
workshop in recent years; my sketchbook of model forms which I concealed
from everybody; more stolen gold leaf hidden between the pages; indecent
pictures—some of which I’d drawn myself and some I’d collected—a keepsake
agate ring from my dear mother along with a lock of her white hair; and my
best pens and brushes。
“If I were truly a murderer as you suspect;” I said with stupid pride; “the
final picture would’ve emerged from my secret treasury; not these things。”
“Why these things?” asked Stork。
“When the Imperial Guard searched my house; as they did yours; they