To avoid getting into it with the blind man; I walked down the other end of
the street and thus happened to pass through the Chicken Market early in the
morning。 Why don’t Muslims eat the heads and feet of chickens? Because
they’re so strange! My grandmother; may she rest in peace; would tell me how
chicken feet were so inexpensive when her family arrived here from Portugal
that she’d boil them for food。
At Kemeraral?k; I saw a woman on horseback with her slaves; sitting bolt
upright like a man。 She was proud as proud could be; maybe the wife of a
pasha or his rich daughter。 I sighed。 If Shekure’s father hadn’t been so
absentmindedly devoted to books; if her husband had returned from the
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Safavid war with his plunder; Shekure might’ve lived like this haughty woman。
More than anyone; she deserved it。
When I turned onto Black’s street; my heart quickened。 Did I want Shekure
to marry this man? I’ve succeeded both in keeping Shekure involved with
Hasan and; at the same time; in keeping them apart。 But what about this
Black? He seems to have both feet on the ground in all respects except with
regard to his love for Shekure。
“Clothierrrrr!”
There’s nothing I’d trade for the pleasure of delivering letters to lovers
addled by loneliness or the lack of wife or husband。 Even if they’re certain of
receiving the worst news; when they’re about to read the letter; a shudder of
hope overes them。
By not mentioning anything about her husband’s return; by tying her
warning “Don’t get your hopes up” to one condition alone; Shekure had; of
course; given Black more than just cause to be hopeful。 With great pleasure; I
watched him read the letter。 He was so happy he was distraught; afraid even。
When he withdrew to write his response; I; being a sensible clothes peddler;
spread open my decoy “delivery” satchel and withdrew from it a dark money
purse; which I attempted to sell to Black’s nosy landlady。
“This is made of the best Persian velvet;” I said。
“My son died at war in Persia;” she said。 “Whose letters do you deliver to
Black?”