whatsoever to leave; and that furthermore; only by remaining here until
morning examining pictures by the light of oil lamps and candles could he
execute properly Our Sultan’s charge; my first response; as I informed him;
was to remain here with him and the dwarf。
However; when the door was opened and my master conveyed our wish to
the waiting chiefs and asked permission of the Head Treasurer; immediately
regretted my decision。 I longed for Shekure and our house。 I grew increasingly
restless as I wondered how she would manage; spending the night alone with
the children and how she would batten down the now…repaired shutters of the
windows。
Through the opened half of the Treasury portal; I was beckoned to the
magnificence of life outside by the large damp plane trees in the courtyard of
the Enderun—now under a hint of fog—and by the gestures of two royal
pages; speaking to each other in a sign language so as not to disturb the peace
of Our Sultan; but I remained where I was; frozen by embarrassment and guilt。
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Yea; the rumor that our picture was among the pages from China; Samarkand
and Herat prising an album hidden away in the remotest corner of the
Treasury filled with the plunder of hundreds of countries over hundreds of
years by the ancestors of His Excellency; Our Sultan; was most probably spread
to the miniaturists’ division by the dwarf Jezmi Agha。 If we might now
recount our own story in our own fashion—the will of God be with us—we
hope that none of the crowd in this fine coffeehouse will take offense。
One hundred and ten years have passed since our deaths; forty since the
closing of our irredeemable; Persia…partisan dervish lodges; those dens of
heresy and nests of devilry; but see for yourselves; here we are before you。 How
could this be? I’ll tell you how: We were rendered in the Veian style! As this
illustration indicates; one day we two dervishes were tramping through Our
Sultan’s domains from one city to the next。
We were barefoot; our heads were shaven; and we were half naked; each of
us was wearing a vest and the hide of a deer; a belt around our waists and we
were holding our walking sticks; our begging bowls dangling from our necks
by a chain; one of us was carrying an axe for cutting wood; and the other a
spoon to eat whatever food God had blessed us with。
At that moment; standing before a caravansary beside a fountain; my dear
friend; nay; my beloved; nay; my brother and I had given ourselves over to the
usual argument: “You first please; no you first;” we were noisily deferring to
each other as to who’d be the first to take up the spoon and eat from the